I have come to fall in love with teaching in Catholic schools. What are YOU in love with?...

"Nothing is more practical than finding God, that is, than falling in love in a quite absolute, final way. What you are in love with, what seizes your imagination, will affect everything. It will decide what will get you out of bed in the morning, what you will do with your evenings, how you will spend your weekends, what you read, who you know, what breaks your heart, and what amazes you with joy and gratitude. Fall in love, stay in love, and it will decide everything." - Pedro Arrupe

Friday, July 4, 2014

Jesus' Half Birthday - it's Christmas in June! (Wednesday, 6/25)

Wednesday, 6/25/14

Arrived at the King Solomon Hotel last night – definitely more of a tourist hotel, while the Scots Hotel (our previous one) was more of a resort. Dinner was good – best part about dessert was getting everyone to answer questions about it: “What is it? Is it good? On a scale of 1-10…? Would you get it again? Etc.”



After dinner, we went to the hotel bar and had drinks and a nice chat – it was quite a big group.

Finally got the shower to work – realized the hot water turned on the opposite way.

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Breakfast was good this morning. I think I ended up with pudding instead of yogurt, but there are worse things than that mistake, right? I also ended up with coffee on me (just a little though)… There was a woman at the espresso machine – she was making her coffee, when she turned to the young man behind her and said, “You can laugh. You can laugh.” Then, she took her coffee and threw it at the guy (full in the face). Then, she said, “I did it. I did it.” And she proceeded to walk away, muttering to herself. (Later, the hotel staff asked her to leave.) Fortunately, I was two people back, so I barely got sprayed…What a start to the morning, eh? Good thing Marisa had Tide-2-Go.

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Post-excursion reflection:

Today was a day I was very much looking forward to – we were going to Bethlehem, the birthplace of Christ.

Our trip began at the Church over the home of John the Baptist, which started with an open courtyard with the Benedictus written in many languages. Fr. Ken led us in praying it in English before we went inside to visit, take pictures, and pray. There was a cave down below and a Church above.



We then made a decent walk up many stairs to the Church of the Visitation. (Youssef said it was 150, but I did not count.) That was absolutely beautiful. The courtyard had a lovely (modern) statue of Mary and Elizabeth, and the Magnificat was written in 42 languages (got that figure from my guidebook!) on the wall.


There was a chapel below and another above. There were many pictures dedicated to Mary, including one for her title as “Help of Christians.” I prayed for all Salesians in a special way, especially for Sr. Teresita (whom I knew from SJV – she directed Religious Ed) – I found out that she just passed away.


I prayed also for expectant mothers, especially my friends Kelsey, Jillian, and Melissa.

It was in this town, Ain Karem, where Youssef explained what the Jerusalem cross symbolized – there are a few explanations:

1-Jerusalem as the center of the world (because Christianity was established in Jerusalem)
2-5 Catholic countries of the Crusades: Italy (center), England, Spain, France, & Germany
3-Jesus (center) with 4 wounds from cross
4-Jesus (center) with 4 Gospels

We then went to the Holocaust Museum, of which we saw only a tiny part. I did not take many pictures here. It was very moving, especially the “Hall of Remembrance” and the “Children’s Memorial.”


In the Hall of Remembrance, there were the names of the 21 main camps/ghettos on the black basalt floor. Looking back towards the entrance, there was a tomb/casket, which seemed similar to the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier. (Later I looked in the guidebook – it said it contained the cremation ashes from some of those killed during the Holocaust.) There was also an eternal flame lit by the tomb.

In the Children’s Memorial, the first interior room had reflected images of some of the children killed during the Holocaust (1.5 million children in total were killed). As we moved further inside, it got really dark and there was a room with mirrors that caused an appearance of floating candles that seemed to reach down into an abyss and up to the sky, surrounding us on all sides. It was so dark that I could barely see where to walk. While in the room, I heard names, ages, and countries of the children killed.

In Bethlehem, our first stop was at a shop to buy olive wood and stone products. I bought a few gifts for family and for my classroom. Upon leaving the store, many street vendors tried to get us to purchase things – and they just wouldn’t let up for some people! It got to the point of being very annoying – they practically came on the bus!

For lunch, we had the choice of chicken shwerma pita or falafel pita. (I chose the latter.) I sat upstairs with Marisa, Tracy, Kim, Peggy, and Kathy. (We even had a mini plate of baklava to share!) The restaurant was called “The Christmas Tree,” so we actually dined right beside one. Then, we got back on the bus to head to the Church of the Nativity.

The Church of the Nativity was under renovation, so I don’t think we got the full impact, but it was still very beautiful! It’s the oldest Church in the world, and it has survived destruction three times, most recently during the Six Day War in 1967, when an Israeli plane hit the roof with a missile that never exploded.

We went down to the grotto next – surprisingly, there was not a long line, so we got to kneel before and touch the Star of Bethlehem (where Jesus was born) without much delay. (It still felt rushed, though.) We also turned behind and descended a few steps to see the manger spot.


We had Mass in St. Jerome’s grotto, which was a rather small cave below the Church. (It was very warm, so I started to get a little claustrophobic!) Fr. Ken actually did the Eucharistic prayer with his back to us.


It was neat to hear the Midnight Mass readings here, as we are exactly 6 months away from Christmas – couldn’t have timed that any better. We sang three Christmas carols throughout Mass: “O Little Town of Bethlehem,” “O Come, All Ye Faithful,” & “Joy to the World.” I tell you, I have never been more excited or moved to sing Christmas carols in my life!

Fr. Ken focused on the word “HERE” (maybe because it was win big, bold letters in the missal) – we are here because Jesus was here. And God is still here with us today.


The final stop on today’s journey was at the Shepherd’s Field, where, legend has it, the shepherds were keeping watch over their flocks by night when an angel of the Lord came to announce the birth of Jesus. It was very pretty – with three pictures on the walls of the chapel. Below was a grotto/cave – a star was carved into the ceiling, and there were various manger scenes set up too.

I had two people recommend “The Red Tent” to me today, so that needs to go on my “to read” list – it has to do with Ruth (which is related to our final stop because it’s also the site of Boaz’s (Ruth’s husband) fields).

Well, I may try to squeeze in a short nap before dinner. Then, we may do some exploring tonight…

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Working on My Balancing Act (Tuesday, 6/24)

Tuesday, 6/24/14

Good morning, Israel! A lovely travel day ahead, as we change hotels and move to Jerusalem. We had to pack up to leave our hotel this morning.

Breakfast was wonderful – good conversation with Shirley, Edda, Sheila, Kelsey, and Fr. Ken (who I think I have sat with for nearly every meal so far – unintentionally – I usually sit down first…).

For the record, today is the feast of John the Baptist. (Last night at dinner, someone asked what we’d be doing special for this feast, to which I replied, “Someone is getting beheaded” and then proceeded to laugh at my own (bad) joke.)

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A lot of history today – but not related to Jesus and the Gospels. However, the scholar/historical side of me loved it. (Most people seemed to be most excited about the “beach” by the aqueducts at Caesarea – the breezy, salty air was wonderful and refreshing, and the Mediterranean was surprisingly warm!)



Tomorrow we are going to Bethlehem – I am excited to visit where Jesus was born (though there will likely be large crowds)…

On an UNRELATED NOTE – read about St. Thomas More today (in my saints & social justice book). I didn’t realize how funny he was. The author mentioned his phrase, “Save me from gloomy-faced saints.” He was even joking about his beard right before he was beheaded…

The author also pointed out that we strongly emphasize our own rights, but we need to own our responsibility of helping others get the same.

Ok, back to today…

We sang “Servant Song” at Mass today – most applicable line? “We are pilgrims on a journey…”

I love that this pilgrimage is not made alone – I am learning so much from the interactions I have had with other people. (I am loving the mixed age group!)

And I love having a lot of time to reflect. It’s helping it all sink in a bit better. I still (like I mentioned before) am working on the balance between pictures and prayer. Today, for example, I loved Mass the best. I asked God to see His presence in a very special and real way. I’ve also asked God to show me my vocation. Though, as Fr. Ken pointed out, you need to be careful what you ask for in asking to know God’s will…


God is Good...Monday (6/23)

Monday, 6/23/14

Last night after dinner we all went around and did introductions – it was wonderful to, first, learn everyone’s name, and, second, to learn a little about each person’s story. One of the most moving things shared was a mom who’s here with her daughter – 30 years ago she traveled to Jerusalem. At the time, she was newly married and unlikely to be able to have children. She offered an intention at the Wailing Wall in Jerusalem, and soon after conceived her daughter. How beautiful!

We also went to Deck’s for a drink post-dinner. That was so lovely with the breeze coming off the water.

More about today’s events later – otherwise, we’ll miss the bus…

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Today we will go to Cana, Nazareth, and the Church of the Annunciation. I wrote down the Magnificat so I could meditate on it later.

(Youssef just distributed whisper-phones to us.)

God is good…all the time.

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Renewal of wedding vows at Cana today – very moving & beautiful. I did not take pictures during that part – I tried to be present in the moment. It seemed to work – I was the most present and the most moved I have felt so far.




(I need to work on balance - notes, pictures, prayer, & being in the moment)

Back at the hotel…

We went to the pool for about an hour. Fr. Ken joined us. I asked him how he became a priest – someone remarked how that was a pretty loaded question, to which I replied it was “deep conversation for deep water.” (couldn’t resist)

Fr. Ken obliged – it was a long story, but it boiled down to him telling us to be careful what we ask for. He was finishing up a silent retreat at which he was sure God would lead him out of it telling him he should not be a priest. Instead, on the last day(!), he asked God what He wanted. Soon after, he saw a manger with a smiling lamb, and he heard “Feed my lambs.” Can’t argue with that, right?

After the pool, it was time to shower and have dinner. I truly enjoyed some great conversation – one woman is such a magnificent story teller. She had us nearly doubled over on the floor laughing at one point. (I’d relay the “sudsing shorts story” here, but I could not do it justice. Sorry!)

Post-dinner we hit up the hotel bar – but don’t worry, we didn’t hit it up too hard…

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Sunday Funday in the Holy Land

Sunday, 6/22/14

Favorite parts of today =

* Primacy of Peter (first stop) - where Jesus appeared to apostles after Resurrection on the shore, telling them to cast their nets on the other side




* Mass at the Mount of the Beatitudes (& reflection time)




* Sea of Galilee cruise was beautiful too






Got chills when our tour guide kept saying nothing much has changed since the time of Jesus (on the Sea of Galilee) - how cool is that?! I have enjoyed talking to various people from our group at lunch and on the bus. We are quite diverse!

We came back early today (4:30ish), and a number of people went in the pool. Me? I opted out - didn't feel like showering before dinner. Though, thinking now, the pool looks very refreshing. Maybe tomorrow... (I just don't particularly care for chlorine...) It is nice to just sit out here and relax/reflect.

Classification: Random Reflection (6-21-14)

Saturday, 6/21/14

I didn't bring much jewelry on this trip, but I did wear my Gospel Roads footprint necklace. It's hard to believe that was 10 years ago.  A lot happened (growth-wise) for me on that trip and then after it too...


I still remember pretty vividly taking the lead in packing/distributing toothpaste and such at the food bank. I also remember going outside the physical fence to speak with people at the homeless shelter. A few other really powerful things on that trip were Reconciliation that brought me to tears as well as a walk with our school's priest (Fr. Greg), where he helped me realize that change/growth comes gradually, even when we would rather have our very own bolts of lightning.

Funny, 10 years later I find myself walking in Jesus' footsteps in a different way - this time I am a pilgrim, not a servant. But I will not complete this journey to the Holy Land without keeping what I learned at Gospel Roads at the forefront of my mind...

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Friday, June 20 & Saturday, June 21 - On Our Way...

The plan for the following blog posts is to type pretty much word for word from my journal (not the notes but my thoughts/reflections), since those entries best captured my reactions and feelings at the time...


Friday, June 20, 2014

Thankfully, the knots in my stomach have untied - not going to lie, I was getting a little nervous and excited. I still don't think it's hit yet - but by this time tomorrow (well, Israel-time) we'll be in the Holy Land, dining on the Sea of Galilee.

Marisa and I are rooming together, so that should be nice. It's so good to share this experience. (And it's a good thing it's a pilgrimage - otherwise we'd be much more prone to bickering.)

I've already met some new people - with a range of ages of all 40 of us, one of the things I am most excited for is the diversity of wisdom and experiences everyone brings to the table. (On a side note, I think that's why I enjoy MOC so much.)

Well, we're about to take off. Here we go...


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Saturday, June 21, 2014

Operation flight to Tel Aviv...

*to JFK --> started reading "Saints and Social Justice" (more on this amazing book later!)
*to Tel Aviv --> 
     - Marisa's tv wouldn't turn off - temperamental - we had a good laugh
     - I turned on the Lego Movie while Marisa was asleep - when she woke up, she was still partly delirious and couldn't figure out how to turn it off. When she realized what happened, we both started cracking up.
     - Watched "Philomena" & "House of Cards" (episodes 1-4)
     - Got skipped over a few times for food, but they just kept bringing more and more of it. We had dinner, a snack, and then breakfast/lunch

We should be landing in Tel Aviv within the half hour. Then, we'll go through customs and board our bus to our hotel on the Sea of Galilee (where we'll have dinner). It's just like Fr. Ken said - no one's losing weight on this trip. (Ha ha.)

Holy Land Reflections to Come...

Back safely from the Holy Land. So much to share. What I think I will do is go through my journal and type my written thoughts on a day-by-day basis (so as not to overwhelm myself or you).

For now, here are a few pictures:

Sunset on ride from airport to Tiberias

Our hotel on the Sea of Galilee

After putting my feet in the Sea of Galilee

selfie on the Sea of Galilee

Marisa with her namesake

At the Church of the Visitation

Mission accomplished!

After renewing our Baptismal vows at the River Jordan

Marisa in front of St. Ann Church

Before walking and praying the Via Dolorosa

The Western/Wailing Wall in Jerusalem

The Dome of the Rock

Dear friends on the pilgrimage

At the Garden of Gethsemane - beautiful!

ice cream treat after a long, hot day